I am entering into a new season; and for once, I’m excited about it. What I prayed for in secret, God revealed in public!
She was defeated. The trifecta was too strong. But, this couldn’t be it?! She could fight this right?! She could bring her family back together right?! There has to be a way!
I chose not to live behind a mask hiding my pains. I chose not to “put on” everyday to make others comfortable. I chose to live authentically and with transparency. This is my truth!
God, can I ask you a question? Why am I like this? Why do my emotions go from 0 to 100? Why do things consume me as emotionally as they do? Why am I so emotionally charged?
This week has been a true roller coaster. It started with canceled plans and me canceling plans. An almost missed prayer call because I shut down and deleted my social media pages. And, spending most of the day in bed, feeling extremely blah. And this was all on the first!When I woke up yesterday, it… Continue reading Story time: This Birthday Felt Different
Why am I like this?! Why do I think I’m special?! Today is my birthday, but that doesn’t matter. I need to get over myself, so I can stop being like this!
All this time I thought it was people, but really it was pain! I’m being dismembered, disfigured, just dissed. THIS HAS GOT TO GO!!! I want a divorce from my pain!
What causes one to be bitter? What causes anger or resentment? Maybe it’s facing something that’s hard to bear. Or, maybe it’s simply being invisible...
Maybe they weren’t pushing you away. Maybe they were simply creating boundaries.
“Mommy is not Ok. At least not right now. But, I’m doing the best I can. To make sure that you are.”